7minutes to midnight
But I am still awake
My eyes stare at the ceiling
Without a blink
But my nerves are numb
I can’t feel any part of me
And my eyes are puffy
And down goes the tears

It’s in the middle of the night
And even after a tiresome day
I can’t get my body to go to sleep
Day time struggling physically
And in the night struggling mentally
I wish to scream
But I can’t
I wanna raise my hand rub the tears
But I can’t feels like am tearing into two
And the pain touches every nerve in my body
Right from the tip of my toes to my central nervous system
I wanna share my story
Tell someone how much it hurts
Tell some a bit of some truth
But even those I had began trusting
I can’t feel them any close
And makes it even harder for me to continue trusting them
For the smallest part I had began

It is late in the night
And I can feel my head go round and round
Probably am running out of body fluid for the long
I have cried endlessly tear after tear dropping on my bedsheets
Music has turned sour
My peace replaced
By screams in my mind
Pain in my body
And a nonstop headache that poetry
Has not yet been able to cure

It’s in the middle of the night
And my pen and paper
Is all I rely on
The closest friends I made for my tough nights
Though they can’t wipe my tears
A pillow for a long tight hug
Though I know it can’t hug me back

It’s the wee hours of the morning
Am still wide awake and slowly the screams are fading
The pain is lessening
It’s a routine
Date its physical
In the night it’s emotionally
And slowly my mental state plumbates into nothing but madness

@Educated Mason